The words continue to echo in my mind… Oh how he loves me, oh how he loves me, oh how he loves me.
I just sat their as still as silence, trying to contain myself.
The words were like a vacuum, sucking the life right out of me.
It was so painful, yet I could not leave.
I just stared off into space, wondering if things would ever be ok again.
They kept repeated the words over and over and over……...
Each time my heart growing heavier and my soul becoming more hopeless.
Something within me seemed to scream in objection.
If only it were true, if only he really did want me…………………
Then the tears came and I buried my face in my hands.
I wanted to voice the torture, I wanted to scream and weep and bang my fists upon the floor.
But I couldn’t.
I cant!
I just contiue to smile
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