I am sickened
Angered
At this terrible hopeless state
I want to run away and leave this place
I want to throw up all that I’ve swallowed
I’m so tired of this mess
Of trying and striving……………
There is no answer or reason
No form of validation
Just a old photograph……………..
Just a million questions that I don’t know how to ask
What a high cost for ignorance
What results, yet at no one choosing
Though the self inflicted pain now drowns out any other,
And a false cense of security quiets my fears........
The walls that I’ve embraced now suffocate me
And I am left crying to feel……..
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